CHVRCH: As a biracial woman growing up in Salt Lake City how has your identity shaped your perspective and experiences?
Alexus: I feel like I have a unique perspective on race due to being biracial. My mom is White and from Sandy, UT and my dad is Black and is originally from Ghana, West Africa. I’ve seen differences in the way my dad is treated compared to my mom. Although it has improved, I’ve seen my dad receive more racial discrimination. Being biracial can sometimes feel tricky to me when speaking to different people because to some I am seen as “privileged” for being White and born in America while others see me as “privileged” because I am seen as diverse and some of my peers believe this opens up more opportunities for me. In a way, it can be a double-edged sword because depending on someone’s background they may see me as benefiting from my race while others see me as a victim. As a student at the University of Utah in SLC, I saw a direct impact of the elimination of diversity, equity, and inclusion (DEI) in my life. Many of my scholarships were changed along with resources and specific on-campus communities. Not only have my experiences led me to advocate for myself, but also advocate for those around me.
C: What does Black History Month mean to you, and how do you see it influencing conversations in your community?
A: To me, BHM serves as a reminder to everyone of the impact that Blacks have had in America. During this time, many stories are highlighted about people’s experiences. As a devoted indoor cycler, I pay a lot of attention to music and many Black artists have made a big impact on the music industry- Stevie Wonder, Michael Jackson, Aretha Franklin, Beyonce, Kendrick Lamar, just to name a few. Another example that I often think of is the story behind the book/movie Hidden Figures. This story highlights how it was the intelligence of hard work and Black women that helped NASA to get where it is today. Personally, not only is BHM a celebration of the Black impact, but also a time to bring awareness to injustices that are still occurring. There is always room for change. To me, it’s ironic that BHM is the shortest month of the year, but that just means that there should be no holding back. I have seen a loss of equity as policies have shifted and this has definitely impacted conversations in the community. Through sharing my experiences as a biracial woman of color, I try my best to educate people on why there needs to be more advocacy for Blacks. Conversations on race are sometimes seen as uncomfortable due to someone worried about saying the wrong thing, but I encourage anyone to push past the uncomfortability because that is where growth happens. Ask peoples stories, read different perspectives- this is where I have truly learned about the wonderful contributions of Blacks in the United States.
C: As a college student balancing school, fitness, and personal growth, what advice would you give to others navigating their own identities and ambitions?
A: Finding my own identity is a constant journey and that’s okay. I would advise anyone to find what makes you feel the most empowered, whether others see it or not. I am a very ambitious woman and constantly find goals and opportunities that I strive for. Like I previously mentioned, don’t let being uncomfortable be your deciding factor- take risks. Use every experience in your life as a learning opportunity. Doing this has led me to believe that every experience has a purpose, whether we realize that in the moment or not- embrace that. I would also recommend finding a community where you feel comfortable to be yourself. CHVRCH is that community for me. A community is important because you are surrounded by people who want to see you thrive and support you in finding your space in life- you deserve to take up space. Your community will also help you when times get rough and you need people to lean on and remind you of who you are. They will encourage and support you every step of the way towards your ambitions. Lastly, don’t be scared to speak up, whether that be needing someone to hold space for you or to ask for help. This past year I have learned that vulnerability is a sign of strength rather than weakness. Vulnerability has helped me to accept and embrace all parts of my identity.